I just realized how many "eve's" I like to celebrate. I routinely celebrate Friday eve, but today, beta eve seems more appropriate. nope, not like the fish: like the blood test to determine if our 5th frozen transfer was successful.
when I stop and reflect on what I've put my body through in the past two years of trying to find our baby, it is truly amazing that my body hasn't straight up quit on me. especially with this cycle and the progesterone in oil injections. those suck and I don't wish them on anyone, except my enemies.
There's likely to be a few moments of silence on the blog either way; if it's positive, I will have to pick myself up off the floor and figure out how to do this again (it's been 5 years and I am out of practice). If it's negative, I'll be okay, but will need a few days to process and have some dialogue with our RE.
One day at a time... all we can really do is keep breathing and keep the faith that much like Bug was worth the wait, our second bundle of joy will be just as fabulous. And maybe a better sleeper.
xo
D
when I stop and reflect on what I've put my body through in the past two years of trying to find our baby, it is truly amazing that my body hasn't straight up quit on me. especially with this cycle and the progesterone in oil injections. those suck and I don't wish them on anyone, except my enemies.
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| There is always hope. (candle from Home Goods by Rae Dunn) |
There's likely to be a few moments of silence on the blog either way; if it's positive, I will have to pick myself up off the floor and figure out how to do this again (it's been 5 years and I am out of practice). If it's negative, I'll be okay, but will need a few days to process and have some dialogue with our RE.
One day at a time... all we can really do is keep breathing and keep the faith that much like Bug was worth the wait, our second bundle of joy will be just as fabulous. And maybe a better sleeper.
xo
D
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